On Humility: I Wanna Say Sorry . .

 "On Humility: I Wanna Say Sorry . . ."

 "An open letter to my only ate, ate Mich:

I wanna say sorry to the sister that I always hurt with my horrible, horrible tongue . . . 🤦

Sometimes, my choice of words hurts, but it is not what I truly meant . . .

I am terrible on expressing things and say hurtful things out of impulse . . .

P.S. I unfriend you earlier. 😆😆😆"

      In my 23 years, petty sisterly quarrels are inevitable. Through the years, the subject matter are also getting serious, and as we grow up, from physical, fights turn to be more verbal and emotional which bruised our hearts and soul so much, more than physical scars and hurt. One thing I realized just today, I am also wrong to cruelly hurt my sister through my word and hurt God even more because I honestly am tempted to turn away from Church because of guilt and almost turn making myself believe that I hate God. I also wrong to cling on my hurt ego instead of clinging to God. There is no such thing as proving a point. It will not bring me any good but only add fuel to the fire. As the bible say if we boast and prove a point, it should be only about the Cross and God's glory. So I am wrong. And what if I am? Is that an excuse to go away? Nah! It should be a reason to humble down more.

I also wanna take this time to apologize to my baby sister who serves as God's messenger for me to shut up. And get back to my senses, because to be honest there are those moments that I tend to forget who I am, and who Christ is.

There is always blessing on our breaking point and brokenness, because God is cracking some sense in our heart of rock so that it will turn into heart of flesh.

At this point we can say, we fall down, and lay our crowns at the feet of Jesus. . . The greatness of his mercy and love, at the feet of Jesus. . . 🎶🎶🎵🎵