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A Lesson Taught by a Pot of Uncooked Rice Image by https://pixabay.com/ 5 Trust in the Lord with all your heart, And lean not on your own understanding; Proverbs 3:5 (NKJV)           This afternoon, as my mom goes out to a nearby market place to pick up the goods that she bought, she still left me one single command, “as the rice hits the boiling point, turn off the stove. Just wait for me by then and it’s now my call.”           Being concern as I am, in my mind, I will just let the pot of rice to boiled then I will just lessen the heat so that it will be cooked just right, because that’s how I learned it and I know I am right. So I thought.           As my mom approaches home, she asked me if I turn off the stove. I said that I just lessen the heat by the time it boils. Then she explains to me that if I did it that way, the ric...

All About Love & Trust



All About Love & Trust
(In a Quest of Finding For A Meaning Lies A True Story of Compassion, Trust and Love)
This is a repost of my blog months ago, and an excerpt from a seven day devotional that I recently finished. The book is entitled “Girls Figures- 7 Day Devotionals for emotionally Burdened Women.”

I believe that this post is very relevant to this month’s writing prompt “Cheer Up!”
Happy Reading!
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The Art Of Trust

“Trust in the Lord with all your heart. Never rely on what you think you know . Remember the Lord in everything you do, and He will show you the right way. Never let yourself think that you are wiser than you are; simply obey the Lord and refuse to do wrong. If you do , it will be like good medicine , healing your wounds and easing your pain. Honor the Lord making him an offering from the best of all that your land produces. If you do, your barns will be filled with grain, and you have too much wine to store it all.”
-Proverbs 3:5-10

It is not our understanding but the wisdom of God that let us get by and withstand all so trust Him, for He moves in mysterious yet special way and His correction sometimes comes from goodness that is immeasurable . Use everything from the inside- talent or gifts or resources or whatever it is - for His glory, and we will be fruitful that we cannot contain it but to share either the blessings or the insights to others.

  *With Financial Reporting and Inventory Team of TGI at Wingstop 
UP Town Center
~ I was depressed and especially lonely (because of failure or discontentment or boredom to life). That is to my shame, from someone who constantly experience the goodness and love of God. For me it is not enough. Nothing could be enough, and the world is unpleasant. It is displeasing. But my definition of provision is different from God's definition of provision . Sometimes I hate God's way of training His people but He will not allow things more than we could ever bear. I was guilty of thinking wrong things when He let me get to the 99th Batch of School of Christ International (SCI)-Philippines . And guilty again when after learning, here I am, about to lose in the oblivion. But God is good because though the problem is the loop of my emotions and anxiety that always been my stumbling block, He always lift me up even before I hit the rock bottom. I was praying, "If only I can tell someone, without feeling that i am being a discouragement and not being an expense. . " I thought it is just a normal day, facing laptop in the office, reconciling inventories, bored and lonely. She is from Naia 3,. And an acting manager. Suddenly she shared to me how she volunteered to be assigned in Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf Philippines (CBTL)- Cebu before and it is near to church where many baristas were saved. Yes she is a Christian and the answer I'd been asking for. She told me how she wants to study HRM again, but this time in New Zealand , but she don’t want to be far from God. She shared how she was save and eager to know more Christians while saving others as well. Every time she have her duty at the airport, she met several missionaries and pastors. We are similar in many ways I think and she told me how it is alright to sometimes share your thoughts and agree with me not to discourage others with personal issues.

What I learned? God is there always hearing my complaints, and His way of correcting me is sometimes comes through reverse psychology, . When I thought as always that life could be bad, he will show me something good, making me feel awful of thinking bad at all. Who is He after all? The God who understands and love me to the degree unknown to every men. Looking at His holiness makes me feel sorry and dirty, but God sometimes use our dirty hearts as dirty as rags and transformed it into something that is more beautiful and useful. I believe that I don’t have a pure heart as all of us , but God's heart is pure. Sometimes praying could be hard too, like most days, but kneeling down wouldn’t be so bad after all. My prayer is for us all to guard our hearts. Emotional instability is a terrible battle that could be use by the enemy to instill doubts in our lives, but Trust in the Lord with all your heart, lean not may with your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledged Him and He will make your paths straight. Thanks to God for bringing me a friend like Marsha who has a pure heart and make me remember how it is good to commune with fellow believers. :)




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MILESTONES

   *My College Graduation Photos with Mama, May 2, 2017. (Bachelor of Science in Accountancy, Polytechnic University of the Philippines-Sta. Mesa, Batch 2017) Photo taken at PICC.





*Me as Executive Assistant to Sinag Publishing & Printing Services w/ OJTs Anna, Julia, Jorge and Ate Amber



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The Art Of Love

“For God so love the world that He gave His only begotten Son that whosoever believes in Him will not perish but have everlasting life.” – John 3:16

What is love that God made man equal?
What is love that even though He is God, He don't equate Himself as God but came as a man to experience the same suffering as we had- the same rejection, same pain, same challenges.

William Wilberforce even said that "God made man equal"

Our long search for something that can fill up the voids in our hearts made us long for love, for power, for money. We exchange the provisions of the Almighty in self-reliance, that, we think that through our own moves we will regain self-worth, that we will move forward no matter what.

History even made it clear that out of our knowledge many people out there have been being branded as slaves- as if they no longer belong to God but to people.

What is really love? That people today think that somebody always has his own agenda, that people have their own ounces against someone. What is love that people afford to hate, or deceive, or lie just for the sake of in-equating somebody or anybody else.

I believe that dignity doesn't mean that because everyone do engage in deceit you keeps silent or be swayed. Dignity is all about doing something right even no one else will. Dignity is making yourself equal to the poor and making someone rich in spirit even you yourself needs somebody. Dignity doesn't allow dirty works and never let people go down the drain. Dignity is not self-seeking nor saving just only yourself, but it is lifting up everybody. Dignity is love.


What is really love ? That people today rather drink complacency rather than praying in solitude. What is love, that people are being force to revolt just for the sake of peace and sovereignty. What is love that people tend to war and to abuse just for the sake of what they thought is right and what they thought is true. What is love that people killed for the sake of religion. What is love, that people shed tears, even today for the silent abuse that they couldn't take, and for hiding their heart's content to speak up for what their faith dictates. What is love that people suffer.

I believe God is love. He is not hiding from us. We all just have to seek so that we will find, to knock so that the door will open. Love is family. It is home. For that reason that God is love, God's loving arms is also our home.

Love is Charity.
1 Corinthians 13 Says:

Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, and have not charity, I am become as sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal.
2 And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries, and all knowledge; and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, and have not charity, I am nothing.
3 And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, and have not charity, it profiteth me nothing.
4 Charity suffereth long, and is kind; charity envieth not; charity vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up,
5 Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil;
6 Rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth;
7 Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things.
8 Charity never faileth: but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be knowledge, it shall vanish away.
9 For we know in part, and we prophesy in part.
10 But when that which is perfect is come, then that which is in part shall be done away.
11 When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things.
12 For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known.
13 And now abideth faith, hope, charity, these three; but the greatest of these is charity.
King James Version (KJV)


Love is not a choice. It is every human beings inherent worth. To love is not just being human or humane, it is our spirituality that opts us to love. Why? Because God loves us first and it is being shown when His blood poured out in the cross.

John 6:44 New International Version (NIV)
44 “No one can come to me unless the Father who sent me draws them, and I will raise them up at the last day.


So we love even people don't loves us in return. We share God not for people to listen, but we share God because He loves us first. He died in the cross as an assurance that we will never be hurt again. (John 3:16)


When we are in pain because nobody listens, remember that God has a plan and it all works out for the good of those who loves Him. God will made it beautiful in its time. (Ecclesiastes 3:1)


So people will also see the beauty when it is the right time. Rest assured my friend, Love can be hurting because you'll never get hurt when you don't care. The greatness of love is when somebody disappoints you, you still accept them, made them realize what is wrong and still gives them hope. Love can move mountains and to love, in it's sense is to have faith.


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My Adventures of Faith (Stories of Love, Compassion and Freedom of Faith)


UP: Journey going home from SCI Flora with Ptr. John, Ate Mariael and Ate Jane. Picture taken at Windmills of Bangui, Ilocos Norte ; DOWN: One of SCI Classes held at Church of God, Flora, Apayao August of 2018




CKSC Bible Distribution



                                 
                                                 *Praying w/ Vineyard of God Family for Bible Distribution Activity.






Outreach to Pinaron, Apulug, Cagayan





Ate Mariel, Kuya Israel and I on Ptr. Roland and Ptr. Ruben House Outreach in Cagayan




Church of God Mountain Outreach 


*Ptr. Jo Sayco, Ptr. Liwliwa Mendejar, Me and Ate Mariael going to Church Of God 
Outreach on the Mountain for Sunday Service with the natives


                         *Me at Church of God Outreach on the mountain in the midst of Prayer



                                                  SCI Philippines Journey

 
                  *My Sisters in faith: Myself with Ate Mariel and Joice in SCI Batch 99th
                   Testimonial Banquet, Church of God, Poblacion West, Flora, Apayao





SCI Batch 99th- “More Than Conqueror in Christ” with SCI Staffs (From front left to right) Ptr. and Pra Fred and Rose Constantino, Pra. Zen Reyes, Ptr. Roland Tabilangon, Dir. Fernando Reyes, Ptr. Philip Pataguan,  Ptr. Ruben Armandico and Bro. Jay-R, on graduation ceremony, August 30, 2019.





           *Home Cell with Cell Family at Chrissa Mae’s House, Mabuhay Homes,
                                         Mamatid, Cabuyao City, Laguna




         Sharing my Faith to my alma mater as a Guest Speaker: Ms. Geraldine Baliber and I 
          in 19th Completion Ceremony of Christ the King School of Cabuyao, March 28 , 2019



   *My Remembrance Token as a donor participant for CBTL Philippines yearly Blood Letting Project 2019 in Partnership with Philippine Blood Center, April 23, 2019.



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As I look back on the above stories, I realized that I am more than capable and blessed more than how I viewed my life to be. Capable because I am able to held on to God’s promises while accepting His challenge for me to make a stand and fight a good fight of faith ( though it is not perfect yet up to this day), and blessed because God allows me to experience all those things that helps me to grow as a person and in the knowledge of and relationship with Him all the more. It takes two years for me in my aunt’s home to admit the faith, to which and where hope I found and a year and a half for me to endure being barely in the church because of persecution from home before I finally make a stand and God make room for me as my refuge always.
Now, I may be not in the Promise Land of God for me yet, but my prayer is for God to help me endure the training and the testing until such time that I am fully mature in the life of Christ.
If I would have a chance to speak to young women like me today who experience the same emotional struggle this is what I will going to say:

To all the girls who could read this. . .
I know you always strive to obey God even though it is so hard. I know that you want to inspire a whole lot of people and go out there, and make a difference to the whole world even you yourself needs an inspiration and motivation to continue with the faith that you profess.
Sometimes walking with the Lord feels like you are alone. In fact, I know too, that you can’t even feel His presence and you question if He is even there. I know that you are so close to crying but you rather not too because you can’t let people see how broken you are and that weakness means that even you, loses hope on His miracles. I know. I know. You are tired and the world is even more tiring. It aches to know that even your love ones couldn’t understand how you strive to love the Lord in spite of how weak and depress you get to be.
I know and I understand because that is always been my battle. I even question God and get mad at God on how poor I become and how pathetic and stupid I get to be with all my financial battles and failures while all people surrounding me are already on the peak of their race getting the trophy of their hard work. I always tell God that I did all I can do but things were not still enough. Most of the time, I always thought of dying myself, to which people do not know of course. Because my biggest challenger is my own emotion and it is a constant feud within.

But you know what keeps me going? It is my fear for Jesus. Knowing that Jesus died for my sins, I couldn’t afford to waste this life that He had given me when He first love me. I always tried my best to hate Him but all I get from Him is His grace and mercy.
During my times of weaknesses, all I can do is to rely in Him because who else will help me except Him. I believe that God made us weak at times in order for us to realize that we cannot do things on our own might and strength, but only by the Spirit of God.
Many times, we are tampered down by the challenges and bad things that happened to us, but do not give up. Do not be hampered by things that are seen, but instead, find strength on things that are unseen.
In the end, I hope that these words from the Word of the Lord will help you find your way back to Him:
“But we have this hidden treasure in jars of clay, to show that the surpassing power belongs to God and not to us (v.7) So we do not lose heart. Though our outer self is wasting away, our inner self is being renewed day by day (v. 16).  – 2 Corinthians 4:7,16

May you continue with the faith. God bless you more and more!

-Madellene Kong PeƱaflor






This blog post is a blog for Compassion Bloggers under July 2019 Writing Prompt “Cheer Up!”
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“This is how we know what true love is: Jesus Christ laid down his life for us. And we ought to lay down our lives for our brothers. (1 John 3:16)

Laying our lives means sharing the very life of Christ. It is not only about preaching the word or quoting the scriptures, but becoming the living Word ourselves- the word who became flesh (John 1:14) like Jesus did. We could do that by doing little things into people surrounding our circle or getting involve for a higher cause. What are you willing to do to love God and other people?
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Girls’ figures
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